well no date tonight. She must have had to work. Well I hope so, because she didn't show. I am hopefully that I may have either a girlfriend, or a female friend. I don't have enough of those. Time for work now.

I'm happy. I may have a date tomorrow. While at the coffee shop I got a smile from a girl across the room. I had talked to her a couple days ago. After a while I sat near her to read and chat. Well tomorrow night I may be taking her out for dinner. There is a chance it will not happen, but I like my chances. Stephanie. Then bad news when I got home. $1,300 on my credit card. Time to save my money so I can pay it off. Looks like I will have some interest next month.

Just got home from work. Sue, one of my drivers was complaining of back problems so she gets some time off. This means that I only have 2 trucks to load. Those two were much fuller and more messy, but it was an easier day not dealing with Kmart, Sam's, or WalMart along with a few other stops. I now remember how boring this job used to be. It was nice having it light, like this tonight, but not something that I want to happen all the time. Time to rest, and then study for midterm, and take it.

Weekend update:
Saturday night was great. I went to a playparty. I mostly watched to learn and see what can be done. I did a lot of watching of Melissa. She was one of three females in thier 20's, naked, and beautiful. I did see a zipper that caught my interest. I let Lady Carol place it on my arm, and chest and rip it off. I liked it so much I made one on Monday.
After the party I drove to Rochester to be with my dad for father's day. We went golfing twice. 117 both days along with a nice sunburn on my neck and forearms. Was fun.
Tonight is whipsters and I think I will be heading there in a couple hours. Should be interesting.

Had problems connecting yesterday so was unable to post. I was unable to ask Sabrina out, because she was not in class. Oh well, there is always next week.
The other day I was happy on my way to work. A deer ran across the highway while I was in White Bear Lake. I like seeing amimials. The yesterday, and today coming home from work, I saw lots of birds in the yard of my apartment. I'm glad I threw all the birdseed there. I slept a lot yesterday, so I may not sleep at all today. I need to go and get a court date for my speeding ticket today. Time to shower, and the head to the coffee shop to start reading the Harry Potter books for the second time. Origional British version this time.

I feel lazy. I am still trying to get myself to work on the paper for class that was due last Thursday. I like the fact that while working I know what I have to do, and am able to work toward getting it done. Life is so much more complex.
I hate my eyes. I love to read, and yet I have problems focusing with my eyes when I have been reading for a long time. I'm going to try to spend more time reading. It is free, and money is something that I have to be careful with right now. When I get my date on Tuesday I will spend, but that will be a rare occasion. Time to write this dang paper.

What I learned in class today. According to some study 85% of people who wrote down thier goals accompliched them. 50% of people who talked about thier goals accomplished them. I used to talk about my goals. Now I am going to write them down. I sat next to Sabria in class tonight. Next week I will sit next to her again, and offer her quizzes from a class I took last semester which she is now taking. In return I will ask if I can take her out for dinner or a drink. I am also going to apply for a job with Ramsey County in corrections. They have 10 openings and will have a couple hundred applicants. I'm going to be a top canidate. Time to start some research for classes. Paper due on Thursday. Time to focus more on classes and reading, instead of wasting time.

Life is good. I wish I had more quality friends, but then again I do not have the desire to be sociable and go out and find some. BDSM community is great to me. There is something about Ben that I don't care for. It may be that he is such an influence on Amy's life. I'm not sure of my feelings of her. One day I want to be near her, the next I don't want to see her anymore. I think mostly it is me wanting to be with someone, and she seems to be the most likely canidate. Time for coffee shop again. I live there. I am so glad Kathy told me about it.